LMC- Labuan Matriculation College

Dear superb friend, 

Life here isn't as bad as i imagine the first week classes starts. My classmates are pretty cool people thou. they do help when help is needed but quite lame in term of male and female getting along. I failed my first Math quiz and vowed not to do it anymore and I then passed my Bio but not in 3.00 yet. I wanna at least get in that range. I come here with a hope to change what lacking I had done in Form 5. So far working with the people in my class is kinda irritating because some are just too good but most are just I-dont-care type. But that happens everywhere so its not to be questioned then :/ I had big issues of shopping which makes me feel like a housewife... LOL ok I think I'm done here since tomorrow we have Chemistry Quiz D:

Male and I

I guess history main to be repeated if I am to talk about guys and I. Sometimes it makes me wonder, why i do not have a special guy?... I used to think it was because the guy i had first crush on obsession makes me close my heart. but now i'm thinking that maybe I have a problem myself. I like him but my principle seems to be on the way. It just happen that I fall for my best friend's exbf...I dont want somebody's waste  :( but yea~ :( now that I'm falling for him, maybe because of his sweet words, but I hope its not that... but now he seems to fall for another girl. and so repeating history back in National Service, I went through the same thing. in the end, he falls literally with another girl...how unfaithful guys could be. this is the secure part, I know that they weren't true :) but at the same time it does break my heart. but of course temporary. Not lasting unless they are already mine :p