Everything is gone..

Its when you are to close with someone and when that person leaving, its when you feel you have nothing at all. To be exact, I feel hurt at the same time I am sad. I don't know why but getting this out in here is a way of expressing for me from now. My best friend gone to Labuan for further study and another friend of mine is lost from my life. That person is now meaning less. I do not want to feel that way about that person but I just can get it off. If I dare to care over this, I would. But I don't. I feel so stereotypical. Plus with my bizarre feel towards a stranger whom I never know. My life is scary and emo. Gahh im hating it...